How I wish I could turn back time.. That's all I wish for.. Can someone knock me down on the street so that I will lose my memory? Haiz... Why is it so hard to forget him?! I'm really trying my best to get him out of my head. He i still in my heart. If only someone could operate my heart and get him out of it... Feeling weak day after day but still putting on a mask so that people around me won't be worried about me. Even if I confide to my best friend and mum about this, it will not change the situation. 'There are a lot of guys out there who are better than him', this is what they said to me. Yup, it's true but things will be different. I'm just hoping that special someone can mend my broken heart. Still waiting for that person but don't know who..

I have to go through this by myself. This silent war has to end in some ways. I don't want to suffer just because of a guy.