It still hurts...
Saturday, August 4, 2007
I keep on thinking of him. It still fresh btw.. Haiz... 'I gotta forget about him.. I gotta foret about him..' I will keep on saying this till I can forget him.. It's hard for me to do that. He made me fell in love with him. I don't know what made him dump me. It's not clear. He wasn't being transparent with it. WTF! I admit that I still have feelings for him even though I told him, "Hati I dah tawar ngan u!" I was so furious and confused as to why he did this to me.
I told mum and my best friend(Fid) about the problem yet it's so hard to shake it off from my head! Why? Can somebody tell me why? It's bothering me. How I wish I was being knocked down on the street and lose my memory.. I'm just an asshole! I should have just befriends with him first before going into a relationship. Just imagine, you were single for more than 3 years because of waiting for the Brunei guy. Then along came this guy who wanted to light up your life and you thought that he might mend your roken heart. But in the end, it's like a double blow for you. You get hurt twice but from two different people in two different scenarios. By far, this is the most complicated relationship I have ever been into. So fucked up by that incident.
Anyway, Fid and I went to Marina Square to shop. I chanced upon this particular T-shirt which has a print. It says, "Men are like commercials, you can't believe a word they say." I quickly grabbed that and paid for it. I find that so true. I mean, in general. So girls, what do you think of this statement? Do you agree? Share your opinions with me!
