Let it fade into Oblivion.....
Friday, August 3, 2007
Things happened so drastically... Haiz... It happened so fast. I felt like the world is like a whirlpool. I gotta learn from my mistakes... We just hurt each other and in the end we decided to break up. Mum was so glad I made that decision! I'm happy that it's over. I wondered, what if I'm still with him? I think I will suffer more... I cried, I was unwell all the time because I think of him. Don't want to use his name coz I'm trying to forget him. I do believe in karma. I did that to one of my ex before and it's now happening to me. Mum noes how I went through this ordeal. She kept me company till 3 a.m. Sigh... I just want to start afresh.
Funny when she mentioned about the guy whom I love and will still be in my heart after he disappeared more than 3 years ago. He migrated to Brunei. I don't know how to contact him. Argh! Should I wait for him? I'm so confused! Abg Shahrin told me the other day, "There are two ways of living: to live and move on with what you have or to live and get what you want in life".
Give me your opinion about this. I do need it.