Truth hurts..
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
How I wish I could turn back time and make a wise decision. All I could feel now is guilt, guilt and guilt. To Doll, I'm really sorry for everything. I don't know what I was thinking. Shouldn't get myself in his trap. All his lies. I feel so sorry for you. I just don't understand how you can still be with him even though u knew that he is a playboy! Yes, it's because of love. Love really makes people blind! But gerl, I pity you a lot. You r a sweet girl and by looking at the pic, he doesn't deserve you. You deserve way better guys than him. Haiz.. It's your choice. I'm jus telling you how I feel about your relationship.
Totally, 0% feelings for him. But I have another problem. I can't forget about the Brunei guy. That one is real love. Should I wait for him? Or should I just move on and give chances to the guys who have been waiting for me? Someone got my number. His name is Rizan. He told me that he got my number from his friend, Firin. I was like, "Who the hell is that?" I don't have a friend who's name is Firin. Freaked out for a moment. Who knows he's the guy whom I met at the Esplanade last year. Got tattoo all over his body. Find that cool! HAHA! It's like Pamela Anderson and Kid Rock! Except for my B-cup boobs. Pamela's is a DD-cup, I think.. What the heck! Imagine if I'm dating a guy who's like that. I said IMAGINE.. My parents will be freaking the hell out of their shoes man! HAHA! Wonder how they will look like... Hmm...
