I had been busy for the past few days.. I learnt a lot from what I did for the past few days.. Patience and perseverance are the keys to success in the entertainment industry. I had to go for a 3-day shooting at Bukit Batok. It's about family abuse. Sanif Olek was the director.. Rafaat Hamzah was the script writer.. Abg Shahrin was the producer.. I was acting as Nadia. I was acting alongside Feerdaus, Salina Salim and Syaqila who's acting as my small sister. It was exciting and fun! I love it!U guys do watch the episode on Suria on the 15th November. I don't know what time it will start. So do watch the show and give me your feedback! Thanks ya!

I have been very busy lately, so I won't be available for this whole fasting month.. I will blog soon. If it's urgent, call or msg me ya! =p

Today's a boring day. I studied the highway code but got bored of that after 10 minutes. Damn all these rules! Then, I decided to train my vocals instead. I have to practice for Friday's performance at ITE Yishun. I don't know how it's going to be like.

I have been doing the ITE road shows with my friends and Abang Shahrin at ITE Tampines, ITE Ang Mo Kio, ITE Bedok and ITE Bishan. It was tough at first because we have never perform for ITE students before. It was a great experience for me as I learn how to tackle with different audience. It was a challenge for us all involved in this road show because this road show is about issues faced by the Malay/Muslims in Singapore. Most of the issues we touched on are very sensitive.

The message that we are trying to convey is that say 'NO' to sex! So those who have been doing this activity for a long time, please stop it before it gets worse. Gejala ini tak boleh diambil dengan ringan. So cooperate with the society, alright. Don't give the Malay society a bad name, especially yourself. RESPECT YOURSELF.

I will be having my last performance at ITE Yishun on Friday... My body's feeling really tired because I had to clean my house. My house's masterbed room's toilet had an overhaul for the past 4 days which ended today. The weather is like crying for me.. Oh, I thank you for that! Haha! What the hell.. I'm moving on well but the scar is still there... I'm waiting for that guy to make a move but don't know when... Lambat, kene tinggal.. hehehe...

THANK GOD MY EXAMS ARE OVER!! Yay! Finally, holiday.. Get to rest my fragile mind.. Yesterday was alright even though it was a bit of a rush. I met the girls, NAS (you know who you girls are), Fid, Raudah, Wana, and the boys, Hadi, Ayim, Hafiz and Aiman. We went to Parkway Parade to window-shop. Had the best time with my long lost friends. I miss them deeply OK! But I don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. It was like as though I overdosed on some 'happy' pills. I was over-ecstatic. I think they were annoyed with my attitude. Suddenly felt the urge to smoke. I already promised myself not to smoke anymore. I was craving for it all this while.. I supposed I was the loudest and rowdiest amongst them. I need to simmer down my wild side. I have to control it. I know I can. Haiz.. I felt like I spoilt my day with my fucking attitude. I just hate it.



Hadi went back early because he had to meet his other friends. Aiman and Hafiz met the rest of us later that day to play pool. Before that, we went to Time Zone to play Daytona. As always, I lose. I'm seroiusly not good in playing games. I sucked at it! Totally! Should train myself to play all these games.



We were playing pool at Hot Spot when someone caught my eye. I said to myself, "That guy looks familiar.." Then I remembered Fina's boo. It's not Dedy, it's Sat. I will remember that, Fina (haha!). Her boo has this funny name which I think I will have a hard time remembering it. Can't remember what it is.



In the end, we split. Mira and Raudah went back home, Fina, Nad and their boo stayed back with Hafiz to play pool while Aiman, Wana, Fid and Me went to Bugis. I just reached Bugis when Dad called me. Nak pergi makan. I was like, "Baru sampai, dah kene patah balik." I was pissed off by that. There's always next time but when? Ramadan is coming and I have 3 days left to bayar puasa. I'm sure I can't go out late during Ramadan. I'M A BIG GIRL NOW, DAD. Anyway, 26 days left to turn 18! Same goes for Mira! I have to go. I will blog soon ya!