I need to change my attitude...
Saturday, September 1, 2007
THANK GOD MY EXAMS ARE OVER!! Yay! Finally, holiday.. Get to rest my fragile mind.. Yesterday was alright even though it was a bit of a rush. I met the girls, NAS (you know who you girls are), Fid, Raudah, Wana, and the boys, Hadi, Ayim, Hafiz and Aiman. We went to Parkway Parade to window-shop. Had the best time with my long lost friends. I miss them deeply OK! But I don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. It was like as though I overdosed on some 'happy' pills. I was over-ecstatic. I think they were annoyed with my attitude. Suddenly felt the urge to smoke. I already promised myself not to smoke anymore. I was craving for it all this while.. I supposed I was the loudest and rowdiest amongst them. I need to simmer down my wild side. I have to control it. I know I can. Haiz.. I felt like I spoilt my day with my fucking attitude. I just hate it.
Hadi went back early because he had to meet his other friends. Aiman and Hafiz met the rest of us later that day to play pool. Before that, we went to Time Zone to play Daytona. As always, I lose. I'm seroiusly not good in playing games. I sucked at it! Totally! Should train myself to play all these games.
We were playing pool at Hot Spot when someone caught my eye. I said to myself, "That guy looks familiar.." Then I remembered Fina's boo. It's not Dedy, it's Sat. I will remember that, Fina (haha!). Her boo has this funny name which I think I will have a hard time remembering it. Can't remember what it is.
In the end, we split. Mira and Raudah went back home, Fina, Nad and their boo stayed back with Hafiz to play pool while Aiman, Wana, Fid and Me went to Bugis. I just reached Bugis when Dad called me. Nak pergi makan. I was like, "Baru sampai, dah kene patah balik." I was pissed off by that. There's always next time but when? Ramadan is coming and I have 3 days left to bayar puasa. I'm sure I can't go out late during Ramadan. I'M A BIG GIRL NOW, DAD. Anyway, 26 days left to turn 18! Same goes for Mira! I have to go. I will blog soon ya!
