I went out with prince charming yesterday... Met him at Yio Chu Kang MRT.. I felt like crying but I held back my tears.. By the time we reached Marina Square, tears ran down like waterfall. I just can't leave him. Seriously, of all the guys I have dated, he outstands them all. He asked me, "Do you really love me?" I said yes.. Then, he asked, "Why do you love me?" and "We got to know each other only last week, how can you fall for me?" I told him about my past. I hope he understood what I meant. He's just so special.

We may not know each other well now but I am determine that I can learn about him. I have to win his heart back.. All I have with me is integrity, patience and trust. I'm just being myself. Hopefully he is also learning about me.. We are still in the relationship, just that we are taking it slow. It was my mistake. If I hadn't done it, our relationship will be sailing smoothly already... I will keep on praying that my relationship with him will last.. Forever.... I will never stop praying.. Wherever I am.. Everything happens for a reason... Even if I'm crying in my heart, nobody knows... I may be crying because I'm happy that he has decided to give me a chance. I swear I will never do that. I seriously hate to do that.. Because I have pride. I respect myself. But I may be crying because I'm upset with myself for what I have done... Now, I'm going to start afresh with him...

Yesterday, we end up cuddling each other. I felt safe when I'm with him.. That's why I love him so much... It's so cosy to have him around... He went berserk yesterday.. I got to see the crazy side of him.. He cracked me up! He teased me from Marina Square till he sent me home.. 'Penat badan I tau...' Haha... I'm really going to take this really slowly... I mean super slow... Damn super slow... I have to go.. Lesson's starting... Ciao...

p/s. I love you from the bottom of my heart.. That's why I'm taking it slow...