I'm very busy for the past few weeks. Performance after performance. I don't think much about the performances I have because I don't want all that to affect my studies. Still, I procrastinate. I'm starting my old habit of watching movies almost every week. I have the urge to watch a movie once a week. In school, it's MSN that distracts me most. I don't even care about the surroundings. I can even walk while chatting. This just have to stop. At home, I always have late night chat with a friend. Carik masalah kan? Haha! I just want to recap on our primary school days. Eventually our friendship became strong till now. I would say that I'm happy now. I like the way I live my life. I just need to focus more on my studies and get over and done with my performances. I think I can settle myself after that. I still love my best friends, my good friends.. Just that I just met my friend whom I didn't talk to for more than 5 years. I apologise to those who wants to go out with me this month. I promise to go out with you guys this December! I gtg... Got lessons now.. Luv you guys! And Fadhil, thank you for waking me up. =)

People!!!! The Info-ad Drama series, MENTARI, will be on the 22nd November at 9pm. Had voice over done last night. I should arrived there around 6.30pm but arrived there at 8pm. WTH!! I met Sanif Olek, Abang Shahrin and Kak Gee there. Miss them lots! Reminded me of my shooting days! Haha! Abang Shahrin told me that they wil be having a press conference at The Arts House on Tuesday, 20 November at 4pm. They will show the reporters the first episode of the series which I'm one of the main actress. I'm feeling nervous about the comments they will say because I'm an amateur. So wish me luck ya!

PEEEEEPPPOOOOOOLLLLL!!! The Info-ad show is on the 22nd November, not 15th November.. The time, I have no idea! Haha! Just wait for the advertisement ya!

I went to Esplanade @ Concourse with Amir and Kamsani to watch Cradle. Let me tell you something. If Cradle is doing performances, go watch them. You will be satisfied with the professionalism and the showmanship. It was superb! It has been at least 5 months since I last saw Abang Addy. He's a freaking good guitarist you know! I was damn happy to see him! Ahhhh! Hahaha!!! We shared loads of stories! Only God knows how much I missed them so much. I met Cip Paat(Rafaat Hamzah) and his Wife, Kak Zizah, when I was going home from Esplanade. I wil be having a voice over recording today after 5pm. It's going to be a tiring day today!

Cradle performed 'Ayu', 'Ceritera Awan dan Banjaran' and 'Sementara' to name some of them. Go to www.myspace.com/cradle7 for more details about the band! Man Toyak, I salute you, man! Your vocals are so good! Fazli, the drummer, you inspire me to be a model! Haha! He's very good looking you know and of course, he's a model! A REAL model.. It's a bonus to Cradle (That's what Abg Addy said to me!)! To Faizal a.k.a Mr Cool, the bassist, you looked so cool! Abg Addy, the lead guitarist, you are an icon to young people who wants to be a good guitarist! You people are ultra-talented! Not forgetting my Cikgu, CG Karmin, who has contributed beautiful lyrics to the album. You are my best mentor!

These people have inspired me to be a better person. I learn a lot of things from you guys about the obstacles in the entertainment industry. How you tackle the crowd and how I should entertain the audience. You guys ROCK!!!!

I'm starting afresh. Forget him and move on. Nothing is good for me. This is what I have to go through before I can taste the sweetness of a relationship. Even if I'm still in a confused state, I'm optimistic about it. It makes me stronger. It's another lesson learnt. Just let it fade... Hopefully fade as soon as possible...

p/s. Thank you for being my listening ear. I really appreciate that. =)

I miss you... A lot... I wonder, do I make you happy?, do I fulfil your every wish?, do I make your day? All these linger in my mind every passing day.. And I wonder if you are thinking of me.. Don't want to rush anyone, even myself. I just follow your steps. I don't know why I can't let you go.. I have never felt that kind of love before.. From the bottom of my heart, I wish I can win your heart back..

p/s. I love you from the bottom of my heart... And I will never give up to win your heart back...