I dunno why I'm becoming so sensitive.. I mean, is love making me so sensitive, even the simplest things? Frankly speaking, I cried a lot.. A LOT.. Fadhil and I can cry forever.. We do quarrel.. Who says our relationship is stress-free? We have ups and downs.. I'm grateful for that.. Just don't repeat the mistakes.. Hehe.. I'm not saying that I like to quarrel with him but if our relationship is 100% fairy tale, it is as good as saying we have no life. Haha! No, really.. We need that little bit of spice in our relationship. That will balance our relationship. Now that's a real relationship. Tomorrow's gonna be the 4th month. Time's really flying fast.. I felt like it's only the first day of our relationship. I can guarantee that I will be with him for long.. my past relationships weren't good. When I was with them, I know that I won't last long with them. The longest was only 8 months. I didn't have that extraordinary feeling. But dis one is like.. It's that magical feeling whenever I see Fadhil. I feel so connected, so all over him.. It's as though the pupils of my eyes turned into a shape of a heart.

Okay, some may say that it is easy to say all these. But I will prove to everyone that I'm going to be with him for long. I have known him since PRIMARY school, people.. I hate it when people are telling me, " Hey, who knows, you might like someone else?" They are guys.. Pardon me, are you guys trying to tell me that I'm a bitch?! What an ass.. Can't see me happy with the person who stole my heart, huh? Come on.. Be happy for me.. I'm doing well in my studies and my career. Trust me, I can cope with it.. =) Anyway, I will be auditioning for Teenage Icon 2008. I don't know when it will be held. Hehe.. I will update you guys again ya.. Support me ok? I have to go now.. Bye!!

I'm so sorry guys... I don't have internet access at home for now.. So I have a problem with updating my blog... With the busy schedule, it's crazy... Moreover, I'm in year 2... I'm prepared for the stress... I deserved that coz I took things lightly in year 1. Haiz... Stupid right? Tau tkpe... Last week was superbly tiring.. Being an Orientation Group Leader(OGL)... I don't mean to be rude but it sucks... It's not because of the freshies.. It's more of the people in charge, some of them... If you want to give remarks to someone, please use proper VOCABULARY... Seriously I, as an OGL, I felt offended about it even if the person is passing remarks at someone else.. There's no need to use vulgarities.. So uncivilised... No brainer.. It just shows that your vocab is not wide enough. Talk like as though you are some hooligan. Hello... YOU are an OGL. SO YOU SHOULD SPEAK LIKE 1 DAMN IT!!! There's no way I'm going to be an OGL again. Bottom line is, don't mix work stress and relationship stress TOGETHER. But thanks to my frens and bf, they made my day. We went out on Friday. Had dinner at Swenson's (Thanks Harry and Hafiz! When do you guys want your money?) and went to Esplanade to chill...

And now, in the lab, getting ready to go to the booth near the Sports Hall, promoting L'Hexagone French Club. I will try to blog again for often ya.. Hehe.. I will upload the photos and a video of myself performing soon.. Ciao!