Okay, now I have to multi-task. Well, I have been doing this since the day I was born.. Haha! I have studies, plus teenage icon.. And also my CCA.. External work.. So many things.. My schedule is super tight!! HAIYO! All I can do is laugh.. Relieves stress right!! Im happy with what I'm doing. Just 1 disadvantage: Minimal time to meet friends. Haiz.. Nevermind.. I want to slow down on my external work.. I don't mind if it's on weekends.. I can't afford to always go for performance on weekdays. I don't want to miss any classes. I want no interferance for weekdays. Except for this week and next week, I won't get to be in class because of Grad Ceremony. After this, I'm going to go back to class and study!! Do not interfere in my studies!! Alright, enough said. I want to focus on the lecture now. Bye!! Miss you guys loads!! Miss Honey loads!! Muax1000!!!

Felicia's Note: "I Love Irah!!!"

I'm just missing you a lot, Honey.. I know I'm being selfish.. I am selfish! I just want you!! You!! You!! Haiz.. I think I should just.. I don't know.. I'm just an asshole.. It's no use crying.. You don't like me crying.. I abide to that.. I just keep all the feelings in me.. =(

This photo was taken on April 8, 2008. It was after the 1st day of OGL orientation. Super tired but because I was invited and I was freaking hungry, I went there. Haha!! In the end, I ate little because I sang a couple of songs there. I was at a wrap up party for MENTARI and CMYK. The fellow actors and actresses were there, not forgetting Syed Azmir. He looked so tired that night. Well, he sure do work hard for his album! That cute girl is Abang Shahrin's daughter. Iman Qistina Putri.. I think that's how her name is spelt!! Haha!! She really look like Abang Shahrin! I was actually feeding her because she was hungry.. So sweet.. Hehe.. I went to the party with Honey.. The place was so deep inside! It was at pasir ris! So just imagine both of us walking in the dark.. I will never forget that day.. So spooky..
This is the guy who acted as 'L'. Look a lil bit like 'L' lah.. But not the same.. Lol!! My dear Sharon neh neh.. Lol!!! She got humongous boobs!!! Hahaha!! Tell you, she got nice figure!! HAHA!! Hey, I'm not thinking dirty okay.. I'm straight! The girls in my class like to tease her, you see.. Hehe.. Enough of the crap Shahirah..

This is the class that I was in charge of.. Bonding man.. Really can bond with them.. I really hope to see them soon.. Miss them so much.. Hmm.. Nevermind.. I GTG.. Upload more photos soon ya!! Bye!!

Everything is taking its toll on me.. First, it was no-communication with some people. Next, I dropped my wedges. Now, I'm all alone here whereas the rest went don't know where.. Gosh.. I don't blame anyone for this but it's just so strange. I feel like I'm Da BIGGEST ASSHOLE in this world.. lol.. Confusion hits BIG TIME!! Damn it! I hate that feeling.. I just want to go somewhere to have peace in my fragile mind.

Come on, can't we just shake hands and be friends like before? If I hurt your feelings, I'm deeply sorry. What more do you want? Haiz.. Maybe I'm just too sensitive sometimes. It's true what my mum and Honey said the other time. I'm just too sensitive. I want to change. I'm trying my very best. Give me time to sort out everything. This year is a hectic one for me. I just have to let go some things so that I can have time for everyone. I'm hoping that you guys understand. If I'm not going out with my mum or Honey, I will make time for you guys, alright? I can't promise anything but I will try..

Honey will be doing his NS this year. Sob2.. But dunno what he's going to get.. I'm hoping that he gets civil defense or police.. Hehe.. He's too skinny lah.. I want him to build muscles! But no matter what Honey, I still love you like I did yesterday.. Haha!! Muax1000!!!! Love you loads Honey!!

Yesterday was Labour Day.. Kinda fun for me because I got to shop!!! It has been a while.. Really.. Gosh, my dad bought this unique chair from IKEA for only $119! The usual price was $149-$169. He wanted to buy the chair months ago until yesterday. Lucky for him, he just got his pay. The whole family went out for breakfast at Tampines and off to EXPO and Tampines retail park. The METRO EXPO sale was alright.. The things are still the same.. You guys should go there in the morning. There are not many people there. The apparels are cheap.. Shoes are like.. I think you should buy shoes.. Hahaha!!! Most of it are cheap!! Quite a lot of stuff that you can buy!! The sale ends on 4th May!!! Then I went to Tampines Retail Park. There were loads of people coming in and out of Courts, IKEA and Giant. I suddenly felt like I was in Serangoon or Orchard.. Hehe..

I'm just FUCKED UP with some of the guys in class.. I NEED PRIVACY!!!!! WHICH PART OF THIS SENTENCE DO YOU GUYS NOT UNDERSTAND!!! Please respect me. I respect you guys a lot, alright. God..