Everything is taking its toll on me.. First, it was no-communication with some people. Next, I dropped my wedges. Now, I'm all alone here whereas the rest went don't know where.. Gosh.. I don't blame anyone for this but it's just so strange. I feel like I'm Da BIGGEST ASSHOLE in this world.. lol.. Confusion hits BIG TIME!! Damn it! I hate that feeling.. I just want to go somewhere to have peace in my fragile mind.

Come on, can't we just shake hands and be friends like before? If I hurt your feelings, I'm deeply sorry. What more do you want? Haiz.. Maybe I'm just too sensitive sometimes. It's true what my mum and Honey said the other time. I'm just too sensitive. I want to change. I'm trying my very best. Give me time to sort out everything. This year is a hectic one for me. I just have to let go some things so that I can have time for everyone. I'm hoping that you guys understand. If I'm not going out with my mum or Honey, I will make time for you guys, alright? I can't promise anything but I will try..

Honey will be doing his NS this year. Sob2.. But dunno what he's going to get.. I'm hoping that he gets civil defense or police.. Hehe.. He's too skinny lah.. I want him to build muscles! But no matter what Honey, I still love you like I did yesterday.. Haha!! Muax1000!!!! Love you loads Honey!!