Had a mini birthday party juz now.. It was a surprise for Ashraf and Arry.. I didn't look at their faces coz I was too busy being careful for the cake. Haha!! But their birthday was over!! It's more sad for Arry coz only til now, then we celebrate his birthday.. I hope I made him happy.. I shook their hands to wish them.. I was shaking Arry's hand and I didn't realise I called him sumting else. I was so nervous.. I dunno why. It happened so fast. Then I came to my senses. STOP DREAMING SHAHIRAH!!! Gosh, I was embarrassed.

STUPID!! OMG.. Out of the blue, I was back to that emo feelings.. I didn't eat the cake.. That's very stupid. That cake was nice.. What's more, He saved a cake for me and I rejected it. Wah.. Shahirah, YOU have made the biggest mistake. Well, I'm trying to avoid getting strucked by the cupid but this is what happened when you do that..

I think I should just let the feelings flow like a river.. Calmly.. Without obstructions.. Just let it go.. Let it free.. Hopefully it will work for me.. Thanks guys for supporting me morally all the way.. I appreciate it a lot.. Muah! A kiss for each of you.. I will blog again soon.. Ciao People..