I'm doin soul searching..
Thursday, December 18, 2008
I feel that.. I'm at the losing end.. I'm letting go of my feelings for the 2 men who came into my life. It's going to be hard for me, but this is the best step to take. I haven't been myself for the past few weeks after the break up. I have been rushing without even noticing it myself! Rushing to be with someone. Afraid that he will go away. Afraid that I will be too late.. But I get entangled in the whole situation instead. I'm here yearning for someone, another person still have hopes for me, hoping that I will come back to him. I'm the one who created the problem, now I can't handle it.. Haiz.. I only have me, to helpmyself to get through these bad dreams.. I hope these are all bad dreams for me..
Help me get through all these.. Only to You that I have faith on.. And only You who knows what's best for me.. Amin..