I'm addicted to a song, Decode by Paramore. It's one of the soundtracks for the new movie, Twilight, coming in December 13th. Can't wait to watch it!! All thanks to the Dutch guy whom I met on Tagged. He's super cute!! He's a brunette with blue eyes ok.. Just like what I dreamt of when I was young. Hehe.. But we didn't get to 'meet' online because of the difference in timing. It's 7 hours!! So it's like 5am here and it's 10pm at the Netherlands. Woo!! Damn it.. Wow.. Dutch guy huh..

Not a big deal for me.. Coz I know what I'm capable of!! Haha!! Haiz.. I will wait for someone to talk to me.. I will get to meet him tmr!! I guess.. I have to be patient.. In any ways possible.. I don't know how long but.. Hopefully it will pay off..

My wonderful classmates, I thank you so much for giving me that moral support that I need. I'm taking things slow. I'm not ready to have another serious relationship. Dating is fine for me. Somehow, I'm getting a lil afraid with guys right now after what my ex did to me. He grabbed my arm vigorously while shouting at me in the middle of the shopping centre at Tampines. He was confronting me about the separation. I was just traumatised by it. No one has ever done that to me.

All this while, I have been putting a mask on my face, trying not to show you guys that something happened to me. I just don't want to think about it. I have been having nightmares recently. I want him gone. But I'm just afraid to tell him. And what's worse, I told him to be my close fren.

He did apologise to me after that but I can't forgive him. My dad has never been so rough to me like what he did. Even if my dad is stern, he won't scold someone in public just like that. It's just scary.

Let's not talk about this anymore.. I just want to deplete it from my mind. I will blog again soon. Ciao people..

Love = Patience and understanding