Feel like blogging tonight.. I can't crack my brain anymore. Argh!! IP is killing me. I have to wake up early in the morning to do the project.. Haiz.. Sian.. I wanna let out all the feelings in me.

It's been really sweet 2 c sum of my frens being head over heels in love with their partners. I envy that, truthfully.. Haha.. i wanna feel the love, but i don't want 2 commit into sumtin serious yet. How's that? LOL.. I was really glad 2 noe that someone took the initiative to tell me how he feels. Thank you for that.. But for hw long will this last?? I did wait patiently, n will still do dat despite ppl telling me to move on. It's not that i didnt date guys. i did. but 1 ting about me is, wen i alr set eyes on someone way b4 the other guys, i wont let that feeling go to waste unless there are valid reasons of course. I just wanna savour this time. I dunno if i gt 2 meet him again after this sem ends..

watever tings that u told me yst, it really makes me happy. i did see a different side of u. u seldom show it in public. almost never. only pivately. u were jealous of me dating ur fren. haha.. im sorry.. i didnt mean 2 make u feel that way. i miss the private times the most. u gv me the comfort.. the way u showed me u cared 4 me.. u made me feel safe in ur arms. u said that u respect me as ur fren and ur lover and that i hv ur heart. bt i somehow pictured myself being broken hearted. but im looking on the bright side. =) i hope that 1 day, my love will be accepted. Officially.