Loneliness. Dats wat i feel rite nw. 1 by 1, ppl i knew are driftin apart from me. Im sad but I cnt do anitin abt it. Juz hv 2 put on a smile n gv them a gd farewell. Cnt believe dat its so fast. Frens come n go juz like dat. Im nt realli dat emotional abt dis coz we cn meet up anitime. Bt its abt wen we cn meet up wen we go our separate ways. Its sumtin dat i ponder on 2dae.

Its like evrydae, after the exams, i wake up, i will sit on my bed, tinkin of wat's happenin 4 me. And then i will face the 4 walls with a toilet bowl nearby and a sink with water flowing from d tap. Brush my teeth n stand under d showers, tinkin of wat i shud do next. Shampoo and soap myself and stand under the showers again and look at the soap run down on my skin. Then i will dry myself up, put on my clothes n face the 4 walls in my bedroom. Then ther will b dis sound that will cover my ears. So lonely.. No message tones. No nudge. Juz silence. So bored of wat i go tru after d exams.

I miss those messages dat i gt frm my gfs, my classmates.. I miss the laughter dat we share. All the stupid tings we used to do. All the silly tings we do on each other. The unity dat we had. All for 1, 1 for all. Will i still c dat wen sch reopens? I juz wonder..