S.O.S
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Days passed by me juz like dat. Notin special after d outing wit d girls.. Hd a whirlwind relationship with several guys bt stil end up being juz me alone. Deprived of love. Love? Does it even exists in me? Coz i cnt define love. Do any of u noe? Haiz.. I get paranoid easily. I gt stressed easily. Gosh.. Hu wud want me? Im still struggling 2 deal wit tings. Especially my emotions. Its gets d better of me. Its juz so wrong.. I let my emotions overcome me. And wen im calm afterwards, regret overshadows me. Until wen will i b like dis? So sick n tired of it. So exhausted.
S.O.S.. I nid my close frens 2 b ard me 2 motivate me. Bt i cnt seem 2 call out 2 them. The stubbornness in me in holding me back frm getting help frm my frens. The war is btw me, myself. I noe i cn do it. I hv 2 do it. Its 4 my own good. N then evry1 will b pleased wit me.