I miss that one person so much.. My love for him is still going strong despite me being distracted by other guys. They are not Firwan. Firwan is Firwan. No one can replace him in my heart. Well, I just finished writing a song called All I'm Askin' For. Haven't got an idea for the rhythm. Just wanna share with you guys about my feelings and endurance that I have to go through and it's in this song. I'm writing a few more soon. Gonna add into my collection. Haven't been writing for so long. I would say that this is one of the best songs I have written about my life.

So Baby, I just wanna say I love you so much. Deep in my heart, I wish that you could give me the chance. I pray to God day and night so that you would open your heart to me again. :-(

All I’m askin for

Did you know baby,
That when you left me,
I ain’t ready to set you free,
Coz I thought we were going steadfastly,
And it’s only been a week, can’t you see?

I know I made mistakes,
I’ll do whatever it takes,
To get you back again,
Know I gotta go tru the pain.

Baby all I’m askin for,
Is to give that chance once more,
And I’ll wait for you at the door,
That’s all I’m askin for.

I remember that your words were just brief,
I just cried in disbelief,
I didn’t see it comin’,
Boy you know that I was strugglin’.

I’ve been crying all night,
Missed the good night,
Sleep tight, Sweet dreams,
That we always say before we sleep.

Baby all I’m askin for,
Is to give that chance once more,
And I’ll wait for you at the door,
That’s all I’m askin for.

I still feel the last hug you give,
The last kiss you give,
The last gaze you give,
Before you left me in grief.