Well, since the person doesn't want to communicate with me through anything, then this is the last resort. Express everything on my blog. So don't get offended. No need to be so fucked up about it. No hard feelings yaw..

I don't know if I'm single or not.. No answers. Just silence. A cold war between two parties. Sick of playing hide and seek. People, what should I do? The person is not worth my love and tears huh? Can't decide. My heart's confused. Cupid struck the wrong person. Never thought that he would be like this. No chance. Just don't understand. Compromise. That's the word. I think it doesn't exist in him. Pleaded to him but to no avail. Useless. Tears and energy wasted just for him but he won't come back. What to do? Sometimes, people do not realise how many chances I have given them but they won't give the chance to me. Why uh? Am I too saint? That people can just step on my head and leave? God knows I'm changing to a better person. Realized my mistake. Let me repeat this again.. I REALIZED MY MISTAKE. Concious. That's what I have to instill myself with. It's alright. What goes around comes around baby. LOL.. I have a good feeling about this.

Maybe I will get a guy I deserve to get in the future. *fingers crossed* A short, ugly, fat, unfaithful, won't give chance, can't compromise person. Well, it's actually the reciprocal of what I need from a guy.

ps.I love her. The one & only her. Yes. It's Her. (What are you guys thinking huh? I'm gay? LOL!!)