What can I say?
Friday, August 21, 2009
I guessed I just solved a mystery in my life. So many secrets revolved around me. So many unforseen things that keep on coming to me. I'm too nice to people. Even if they break my heart so many times, they cheat my feelings, they played me out, I would still forgive them. Even the most cruel thing that they did to me, I will still forgive them. I know some of you will be angry with me for being too nice to these kind of people. But they deserve the chance. They do. They want to change but they don't learn from their mistakes. It takes time for them to turn over a new leaf.
I'm happy to see other people happy. And I don't like to see relationships breaking down because of a third party. I was blinded by that. I just want to apologise to someone. I should have listened to my instincts telling me not to develop feelings for him. The feelings did fade. And I'm glad that nothing happened. I'm very thankful to Him from above. I thank Him so much for protecting me. I could cry thinking about how He protected me from all the negative things that are bound to happen if I hadn't follow my instincts. Allah, thank You so much for showing me the right path. Thank You so much.